Thirty-one days of 2015 have flown past in a flash. January was very busy and
challenging month. It was also a fulfilling and inspiring month in many ways. It
was a month during which I experienced many instances where I had to
consciously and consistently force my spirit, heart, emotions and body to align
with the word of God. I am truly grateful to God for the way He used January to
set the tone for my walk with Him in 2015. I know without any iota of
doubt that this is going to be an exciting year that will take me to a new
level in my relationship with God and in the direction of fulfilling His call
on my life.
I am glad and will testify on December 31st how blessed I am to know my God deeply, intimately, and truly.
I am glad and will testify on December 31st how blessed I am to know my God deeply, intimately, and truly.
“…but the people that do know their God shall be
strong, and do exploits.”
Daniel 11:32b
Deep Conversations With Self: I think one of the first set of lessons I learnt this year, was to reinforce the truth that I am significant and relevant first and foremost because of who I am in Christ Jesus. I am also significant and relevant in God's kingdom agenda. I have a specific role to play and God has assigned me a unique space to lead by influence and make an impact.
I grew deeper in the knowledge of God as I studied again the Book of Ruth guided by a book titled The Gospel of Ruth written by Carolyn James. The book placed Ruth in the context of her environment at her time. It made all the difference. I got to know God deeper through a deeper understanding of the lives of Naomi and Ruth. I will dedicate a post to this soon.
The Changing Phases of Motherhood:
In 2015, my first born son will turn 21. He is a man in his own right, who is developing significant relationships beyond our immediate family. I saw my once-a-baby making significant decisions and plans of his own. But above all, I saw him in a situation, where his knowledge of God and personal relationship with Him was illuminated brilliantly.
My second son will turn 18 this year, and will leave home for the university. I saw his deepening desire to grow in the knowledge of God. I saw him and his brother displaying strength and calmness in the face of disappointment and difficult situations, when things did not go the way they wanted.
These two young men gave me many reasons this month to be confident in God that He is able to keep them deeply rooted in Him whether they are at home or 8000km away from home. They gave me many more reasons to give praise and thanks to God.
Growing in this confidence is an on-going process enhanced by me having a deeper knowledge of God. Believe me, I went on several emotional roller coaster since December contemplating the change that is bound to take place in my family this year as my husband and I become empty-nesters.
State
Of The Union:
I spent many hours seated on my wheelchair with arms folded over my chest staring at the snow-covered field beyond my house in contemplation. It got me reviewing the state of my union with my husband. I asked myself how ready we are for life together without our children at home. I learnt that in the busyness of life, it is easy drift to the mundane, to the things that do not have direct relevance for the growth of our marriage. As a couple we must make conscious effort to keep our relationship vibrant, vital, rich and thriving.
I spent many hours seated on my wheelchair with arms folded over my chest staring at the snow-covered field beyond my house in contemplation. It got me reviewing the state of my union with my husband. I asked myself how ready we are for life together without our children at home. I learnt that in the busyness of life, it is easy drift to the mundane, to the things that do not have direct relevance for the growth of our marriage. As a couple we must make conscious effort to keep our relationship vibrant, vital, rich and thriving.
The deeper I grow in the knowledge of God the more I understand how important
and significant my marriage is to God and His Kingdom. It is not just about me
and my husband, there is so much more that's hinged to the success of my marriage.
I learnt again that my husband and I have to work together to ensure that we
don't take each other and our marriage for granted, and we make every effort
not to let our marriage fall into a state of disrepair. We can accomplish
this by having a shared focus on God and a shared goal of fulfilling His
purpose for our marriage.
My husband always says that better must not be the enemy of good, meaning that
we must not neglect to appreciate what we have while seeking for something
better. So I learnt that I must be very grateful for where I am in my marriage
but must continue to strive for the best God has for us. I discovered many more
reasons to be grateful to God for my husband in this process. For as long as we
have breath, there is always a deeper dimension and a higher level to attain in
our relationship with our spouses and with God.
Refuting Arguments:
Studying the Gospel of Luke is a requirement for the Lifesprings School of
Ministry training I embarked on last October—quite a journey indeed. More on
that later. While studying again Luke, I saw quite vividly the way Jesus
refuted all the arguments of the enemy and resisted devil's temptations with
the word of God.
There were some times this month that all I wanted to do is just stay in my bed
and not get up. My mind was assaulted with many suggestions and arguments by
the devil. My body was discomfited and sometimes felt disjointed. And yet this
is the same month that I have been learning so much about God. The enemy is very
clever. I learnt through these experiences that it is not sufficient to have a
head knowledge of God. It has to be an active knowledge where we use the word
of God to refute the arguments and distractions of the enemy, and the dictates
of our daily circumstances.
I learnt that I have to align my spirit, emotion and body to the word of God on
a daily basis. This brings an indescribable peace.
May God give you more and more grace and peace as you grow in
your knowledge of God and Jesus our Lord. – 2Peter 1:2
On
National Issues:
There is so much going on in my country in
view of the forthcoming elections. Following the discussions on the social
media has been disheartening. The word of God has provided a solid anchor for
my soul as I travail in prayer for the Almighty God to put His sovereign power
on display in my nation. I know that God rules in the affairs of men. I know
that He knows the deep intents of hearts of men. I know His understanding of
the events of our lives as a nation is beyond that which we can perceive. He
has the life of every living thing in His hands. He holds the power over every
nation. All the intrigues of politics and power play are plain before His
sight. Ultimately, men will only discern what is right to do only if they know
their God and trust in Him for insight and guidance. And that is my prayer:
that God will grant each of us a spirit of discernment and demonstrate His
majesty and power in the affairs of our nations.
I
got to know God in a deeper way:
It is amazing how much more I learnt about God this month and how deeper I have grown in Him through this in-depth study of what it means to know God. It has been a worthwhile investment of time. If you want to take the study of knowing God deeper, I strongly recommend the following books;
It is amazing how much more I learnt about God this month and how deeper I have grown in Him through this in-depth study of what it means to know God. It has been a worthwhile investment of time. If you want to take the study of knowing God deeper, I strongly recommend the following books;
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The Attributes of God by A. W. Tozer
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Knowing God by J. I. Packer
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Also take some time to study
the sermons of Charles Spurgeon.
Today’s post is long. I switched off my
self-edit button and simply poured out my heart on this page. I wanted you to
know just how much I am so grateful that I know the Almighty, All-sufficient
and Omnipotent God as my God every single day of January. I am grateful He knows me as His daughter.
Dear Friends, in the world we live in
today, Know Your God is not optional. It is a deliberate choice every child of
God has to make. It is not going to happen by wishful thinking, it will take your
willingness and an investment of your time to dwell in God’s presence until you
know Him as intimately as He wants you to.
Please take time to ponder on the following
questions;
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What difference has knowing the
Lord God make in your life this year?
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Can you think of something you
did or something you said during January that showed someone else that you
really know the Lord and that you are a child of God that you have something
that changes men’s hearts, you have a gift and it changes the way they live?
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How does the knowledge of God
reflect in your life in times of adversity and challenges?
In what ways are you grateful that you Know
Your God? What steps are you willing to take your relationship with God to a
deeper level this year? Share in the comment box below and let’s keep
encouraging one another.
May the grace and peace of God be
multiplied to you in increasing measures as grow in the knowledge of God.